So I have been eating much more than I usually would and not particularly clean. Eid food such as sugary tiny cookies, a bit of cake, and some santan (coconut milk). We even went to a buffet with all the food you can have. You name it. With tremendous might, I decided to check my weight this morning. And I lost weight! WHAT? HOW? WHY? I think I might know why, is it because I reached my daily calorie needs the last two days? I mean I was so cautious on what I ate the past 2 months or so, I believed what I ate was enough to lost weight. But I’m guessing I was eating too little? Honestly, I felt so guilty and horrible and anxious for eating like I did the past two days, I felt so bloated. I even slacked on exercise for god’s sakes. I’m going to start upping my calories and I know this will be difficult but I really see why I should.